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I didn't like the memories.

I think I will go back to normal.

Seeing you is just too soon. Too soon.

I'd rather see you from a distance.

Ha. I remember this theory I had when I was a little kid when I people watched. If you can't see the entire me then you can't see me at all. I'd hide behind counters and bushes. That was fun.

This isn't fun. Not even close.

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I feel so oddly lonely.

I don't like it.

And I also can't believe it's making me kind of... negative.

It makes me want... ugh, love...

?!

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I hate me. I'm really starting to begin the chaos.

And it's scary. Everything is scary right now. People are beginning to. They never really bothered me before.



But I am weak. Cause I'm starting to dislike commitment. It seems useless you know.

...forever and a day.